This sh*t right here? Helps me sleep at night! This is called Feedback…. Sometimes people give me constructive criticsm, which is tottally fine. But when I know that I’m doing great at my job, the feeling is unexplainable. I never understood how lost I was in life until I discovered how well I did make up, realizing that this just might be my future. I sit back and think like “when I was 14 and 15, Wtf was I doing and thinking about all those years?” It now feels like time was literally passing by and I was just sitting there letting it happen. I was always modeling, doing tons of shoots, taking acting classes and doing dance, or designing clothes, i did those things for years thinking that was gonna be my road to success. I always wanted to be in front of the screen with a the fans and paparazzi … But the day I picked up a brush, I realized that god has built me to be behind the camera. suprisingly, I was tottally fine with that being that I wanted to be the biggest superstar ever. Make up artist’s never get full credit for their work, and some people might think this stuff is just regular. But honestly, this is art. Some people speak art (rapping) some people draw art (painter’s) but I make art… When u have a passion for something, u take it so serious to the point where it feels like your life depends on it. That’s what you call being in love… Essay done!